I feel so me

salam and peace y'all =)

To be honest, I feel quite lonely since starting degree despite been surrounded by a crowd. I never felt this loneliness in Asasi, maybe because I have Ain. Even though I walk alone to the mall, I felt at peace and not a bit of boredom cause I know I have bff in the bedroom to spent the whole night talking crap.

But that was during Asasi.  Those beautiful memories,man. haih..

One day, I just couldn't bare this feeling, so I plan to have a dinner with my friend and Asasi classmate, Afiqah. The reason why is not because she's a close friend of mine, but I know she'll understand what I feel for she also got separated (physically) from her bff. It turned out that she felt even worse than me by not having her bff by her side. No need the details la.

I can see that she's really listening to my whining,sadness and loneliness and she too felt the same way. It is the first time in months that I feel so comfortable to just talk things that i kept deeply in my heart. Some people assume that i'm a little bit WEIRD (i wonder why) but in a good way. To make it sound nicer, they said, UNIQUE. yo lah tu. But that night, I'm pretty sure I just be me and it felt so me. hahaha wattaheck.

So thanks fiqa for the dinner and the talk. I feel so me talking to you that night.

p/s: my comment on youtube on the video vanilla twilight by owl city got the highest thumbs up! OMG