to be honest,

salam and peace,

all religion ever existed encourages we, humankind to do good deeds and be honest. But from what I've observed, honesty is to be scarcely found embedded in one's soul. As we grow older, we are being more and more hypocrite, perhaps because we are being more fearful as we aged.

Fear being regarded as weird,
Fear of rejection,
Fear to be ourself.

Kids fear less. But most of all, they are not fear to be themselves.

to be honest, I hate it when a person try to change me,
to be honest, I hate it when you say I'm too nice,
to be honest, I like to walk alone,
to be honest, I don't like to be asked for every step I take
to be honest, I like to  swear,
to be honest, I'm not a good driver,
to be honest, I don't care if I can live up to your expextation,
to be honest, I hate sweet talkers,
to be honest, I barely believe in friendship

on top of that,
to be honest, I love being honest.

oh yea, to be honest, I don't care if anyone is offended by this post.

umur saya tiga belas tahun

nama saya norsyafikah bt mohd nasir.

saya berasal dari kepong,kuala lumpur

umur saya sembilan belas tahun.

tapi, bila saya jumpa kawan baik saya masa zaman sekolah,

saya terus jadi tiga belas tahun.

mulut saya jadi macam machine gun!

asyik nak muntahkan peluru aje.

bila saya jumpa kawan baik sekolah saya,

saya lupa yg saya ni dah baligh,

saya lupa yg saya kena jaga adab wanita,

saya ter-over,

saya kelakar,

saya berani,

saya mulut celupar,

saya gedik,

bila dengan diorang, itulah diri saya.

eh kwn lama! korang wujudkan balik diri aku yg selama ni m'hilang.

eh tau tak! aku rasa cam kita 3 je wujud dlm dunia ini bila kita jalan sama2.

terlupa sebentar populasi dunia berbilion.

apa lg nak ckp?

aku syg korang la sengal.

Jieja hotstuff, blk cepat. aku rindu n syg ko tau.

yea yea whatever, talk to the hand.

bye sayangs.

I feel so me

salam and peace y'all =)

To be honest, I feel quite lonely since starting degree despite been surrounded by a crowd. I never felt this loneliness in Asasi, maybe because I have Ain. Even though I walk alone to the mall, I felt at peace and not a bit of boredom cause I know I have bff in the bedroom to spent the whole night talking crap.

But that was during Asasi.  Those beautiful memories,man. haih..

One day, I just couldn't bare this feeling, so I plan to have a dinner with my friend and Asasi classmate, Afiqah. The reason why is not because she's a close friend of mine, but I know she'll understand what I feel for she also got separated (physically) from her bff. It turned out that she felt even worse than me by not having her bff by her side. No need the details la.

I can see that she's really listening to my whining,sadness and loneliness and she too felt the same way. It is the first time in months that I feel so comfortable to just talk things that i kept deeply in my heart. Some people assume that i'm a little bit WEIRD (i wonder why) but in a good way. To make it sound nicer, they said, UNIQUE. yo lah tu. But that night, I'm pretty sure I just be me and it felt so me. hahaha wattaheck.

So thanks fiqa for the dinner and the talk. I feel so me talking to you that night.

p/s: my comment on youtube on the video vanilla twilight by owl city got the highest thumbs up! OMG

Eh! sape kentut? eeww....!!

Salam and peace,

i bet the title alone brings a smile on your face. No? gile depress anda ni. Ok! Back to topic.

KENTUT..! sape tak pernah kentut mmg penipu la...atau pn org tu b'penyakit. Model ke miss world ke, the hot Justin bieber pn of course pernah kentut. But, we all are very shy about it kan..?  WHY WHY WHY? cuba tanya org sebelah, or even ask your parents, kenapa kita malu sgt ngan kentut? ok,i'm not making any sense now.

Secara tiba2 hati ini teringin nak ckp psl kentut *e'hem*

So, now I'm gonna insert a bit of facts about our 'hobby', i mean mystery. hehehe

WHERE DOES FART COMES FROM? *uhh...thats a mystery*

It is actually a gas comes from our intestine, which comes from various sources, e.g :-
   1.air we swallow (based on a website, *swallow* ye
   2.gas produced by chemical reaction in our guts
   3.gas produced by bacteria living in our guts

WHAT MAKES FART STINKS? *uuhh...i wonder y*

 The more sulfur -rich your diet, the more it will stink.
Food such as cauliflower,eggs and meat are the main cause of stinky fart.......so what did u eat today?...*smirk*

WHAT THINGS OTHER THAN DIET CAN MAKE A PERSON FART MORE THAN USUAL?

Ppl who swallow air more than they could. This can be prevented by chewing your mouth closed, eating slowly and not gulping food or liquid.

Ppl who swallow more air? huh?
 1. smokers
 2. chewing gum-mers
 3. carbonated drink-ers
 4. nervous ppl because less air is absorbed out of intestine.

IS IT POSSIBLE TO BURN A FART?

The answer in YES. Why? because they contain methane(sometimes) and hydrogen. These two gases are flammable. It may burn with yellow or blue flame

Jadi, itulah fakta2 yg dpt diriku kumpulkan. Byk lg, tp cam geli la plak nak tulis. You guys mesti lg curious about fart after reading this post kan? wanna learn more, check out http://www.heptune.com/farts.html.

Sure punya, segala misteri selama 20 thn korg hidup akan terjawab dengan puas hati yg teramat!

Happy farting =)

 

Be my valentine, vampire

Be my valentine vampire

And I shall give you my blood,

Entirely,

Set me free,

world has been harsh to me,

Fake smiles doesn't seem to work,

Optimism won't stay long on my mind,

And so, pesimism occur and reoccur,

My mind,body and soul can barely react,

slowly fading, dissapearing from reality,

barely exist in the chaotic madness of surrounding,

So pls, be my valentine vampire.

the norms of life..... kan?

Mr Fate wouldn't always be on your side

Mr Right might not be knocking at the right time

Mr Devil will always poke you with his horns straight to your heart

The sweet angels will always try to back you up from Mr Devil's act

and that welcomes Miss Smile on the scene.

Good or evil? You choose.After all, it is the reason why we have heart. Tepuklah dada,tanya selera

Salam and peace.
 
Have a nice day =)

when boredom hits your forehead BIG TIME

Salam and peace peeps, (uuhh,that rhymes)

ok, first of all, i don't even understand this title.So, those who have superb English command outhere, I;m sorry to insult the language that you seem to be good at. *ok, i think i still got some grammatical error with that sentence...ok,i said ok too much*

So, as usual, my days went pretty bored, classes, holidays and all. Without astro, it gets more boring. Syukur Alhamdulillah i got broadband and laptop. With the presence of these superb invention, my chinese new year  holiday went pretty cool. Thanks to the excessive time and energy wasted on Youtube.Quite depressing holidays you may say. Well, i've got no choice, since I have been moving to a new house in a new area and a new state. So, if you want to go out mingle with friends, you got to have a car.

As in my case, i don't have one. And if I do, it might turn out to be a disastrous journey. *you know what i mean lah*

So,  I have been thinking, what if I don't have a laptop or even a TV? What if I lived in the 50s or 60s?
No superb high-tech, no handphones, komuter,no mp3, very few public tranportation and of course no facebook(duhh).

Try imagine, just for a week, you could only watch TV for an hour, use the laptop or computer only for educational purposes and you and the whole family are to cook everyday, EVERYBODY COOKS EVERYDAY. and oh yea, no mp3, playstation or any technology that have been created (i'm not well-updated with tech yea)

.........................DAH BAYANGKAN?................................

so, is it a scary, boring or a wonderful imigination?

This is what Oprah have done to a family through a programme. (unfortunately, I've forgotten the name of the programme). As i was saying, through her show, she make a reality programme show with an aim to lessen  the badget of of an ordinary family, on which turn out to be lessen the usage of technology.

At first, the family started bad, they all went well,more like crazy for not being able to do what they normally do, which is watching tv and surf the net. For the boys, it seems like they have lost their virginity to an old crazy woman for not being able to listen to their mp3 and their everyday routines of playing the playstation. The girls are not anyway better too, without their computers and tv, it seems like they are living corpse.
Pity them.

As days went by, the last day of the show finally arrived. They feel nothing but thrilled *can u imagine a week without facebook!OMG that's a record*

Little that they realised, they have achieved more than just a lower electric bill, their family bond are closer than before. They have more time to talk to each other.Talk,laugh and eat.

Just by having more time doing just that with your own family, you actually learned to know and understand better about your family members.You know, there are times that we keep secrets from our own family and all, we unintentionally lost the chemistry between we and our own siblings, so try  this for a week and trust me, you will feel the change.


I know I am nobody to be talking about family,psychology and stuff but, at least I'm trying to get closer with my own sisters with my own way. Parents? I'm already glued to them,so I don't have to even bother trying.
I know they won't be reading this *that's why i have the guts to just say this* but I love you women so much and hope that the four of us (including my brother) got to be as close as we used to be. To be honest, I can't even crack jokes with my eldest sister. Most probably because I'm scared of her. I hope one day,this awkward feeling between the two of us will be blown away, like birds flying freely to that beautiful sunnn, between clouds*wattaheck*

Oh crap, I just realised that my post have nothing to do with the title. well....until then..

Fireflies-Owl City music video w/ lyrics

Slm and peace =)
baiklah,i know the song above is like ancient song*propa la* for some of u guys out there. tapi!
pernahkah anda sekalian benar2 memahami maksud lagu tersebut? xkan? so, that's y i posted this vid
on my blog untuk....*still blur ke*.....untuk.....*teka la teka la*.......*any idea?*....*bulb light any1?*..

ok, cut the crap.

ntuk memahami lagu ni la. haha ok la,*serious face on* i believe that every songs ever created in this world is an opinion and views of the lyricist.

and the 1st time, i heard in this song,*ntah bile*, hati ku tertarik dgn kecomelan lagu ni. hehe..
tomei angat ( quote org2 comel)

seriously, 1st time dgr, rse cam lagu ni sgt pelik sbb musabab;-
a)tajuk pelik
b)videoclip pelik
c)stagename pn pelik
d)for godsake,tunjuk la muka anda wahai penyanyi.

BUT! me like so much!!
oh yea, after watching this vid yg disertakan sekali ngan lirik, i still could't understand a thing about this song.
me :dude, are u a bug lover or something?
owlcity: lalala~i like to make myself believe~lalala

hhmmm....apa2 pn lagu ni best, music mmg t'baik! lain drpd lain.
whoever knows what this song is all about, PLEASE, tell meeeeeeeeee........its like a mystery to me.
till then, arios =)

eagle

EAGLE. you know what's interesting about them? They are predators, scared by the other birds, fly way up. Just spread their wings,feathers and they are feets way up than we,humankind. FOODS? not a prob for them as preys for them are anything that they possibly can get on the ground.
                   
                Sit for a while on a tree,
                       observe,
                          stare,
                           aim,
                     SNAPPPP!!
                           
and they got what they want.

you see, we are animal not. But there are loads of things that we san learn from them. kan Tuhan cipta makhlukNYA untuk saling mempelajari?

Eagles are free, from fear. We, are succumb by fear.
Eagles are in the wild.We, are in the concrete jungle.
Eagles don't go flock with their own species.We, are bound with ties.
Eagles, travel with their own risk.We, walk with tool-kit in our backpacks.

Eagles,animal.We are human.

There are just,of course, too many differences between eagles and we human. We are way too complex than them due to our fist-sized brain, capabilities,emotions, fear and of course responsibilities that Allah granted to us. I'm not whining here and wish that i'm an eagle. no i'm not.  I just hope that, a year after i posted this post (wataheck?), i would have a little bit of eagle nature in me. FREE BY FEAR. 

back to basic when the world dissapoint you

There are times that I lost faith in good deeds. sometimes, good deeds are repaid with nasty things. It seems that, people don't appreciate your concern. when people can't and won't understand the reason for your action.

But then again, I remember Allah. HE will never tests his servants for things that we can;t endure. When the whole world hates you for who you are, when people don't bother about your existence, feelings, hardship, sacrifices, remember,Allah is there for you.

Itulah makhluk species manusia kan. Hanya mengingati kekuasaan dan zat yang Maha Esa di saat dunia menghampakannya. Bukan berhujah, cuma mengingati diri jua. Agar pada masa mendatang kita semua termasuk saya, akan sentiasa bukan sahaja mengingati Allah, tetapi turut menyanjungi Yang Maha Esa setiap masa.

Dunia tidak melalaikan manusia. Diri sendiri yang terpikat dengan godaan bumi nyata. Nafsu kita sendiri. kadang kala kita terkeliru dengan  objektif,cita-cita dan kepercayaan kita dek godaan nafsu sendiri. Pada masa inilah kita harus ingat kepada beberapa  perkara asas dalam hidup :-
       a) melaksanakan perintah Allah S.W.T
       b) mengingati,mengagumi dan selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
       c) menghormati dan menjaga perasaan IBU kemudian ayah serta keluarga
       d) menjaga hubungan manusia.

sebagai manusia biasa yang lemah, diri ini selalu terkeliru. Ingin menceritakan pun dah terkeliru tapi yang pasti sha mmg keliru. Yang ku pasti adalah mencari jawapan dalam ketenangan ayat suci Al-Quran dan hembusan angin salju serta kedamaian ketika tubuh ku dibasahi wudhuk, dipanaskan dengan sepasang telekung putih lagi suci.

The Wonders That Thing You Do

hands down the mop. its flash mob time!

WOOT WOOT. wassup fellas sekalian......=) aih, feels like i'm talking to the mirror. why? coz still, at this point i still don't hv a SINGLE FOLLOWER.*kindda loser,i noe.*

but wattaheck la kan. sooner or later insyaAllah ada. so today, i discover something really cool.

FLASH MOB. you see,i've heard about this thing for quite a long time, but never really bother to check it out or anything like that. UNTIL TODAY.About last week, a friend of mine, told me that he joined this flash mob thing which was held in KL Sentral. They would go around and take pics of ppl *serbu yea* cm paparazi. but then, Malaysians got panicked. haha funny though. oh yea, and the police came. syukur alhamdulillah, nobody was caught*duhh,xde sape wat slh pn* 

Then, only today, br la tergerak naluri hati ini nak check out wattaheck is flash mob melalui youtube.

.......................................*the video you was on my previous post...................................................... 

SUPER DUPER COOL. it really is.*jom join teehee*


BUT FIRST! APAKAH ITU FLASH MOB?
  As usual.u guys kalau nk tau sesuatu mesti akan layari wikipedia kn. so do i.
  wiki mengatakan :-
            " A group of people assemble suddenly in public places, perform an unusual
               and pointless act for a brief of time, then disperse." 

But you know what, i don't think it is pointless. sebab, if we see at the vid that i post, we can see, the ppl are actually having fun by just watching it! Plus, it is healthy, in a way that, it doesn't waste your time gossipingn mengadap lappy 24/7. you actually go out and mingle! it is much better than merempit kan! so, what do you think? it seems cool kan!

Singapore Flash Mob Dance